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I don't always know what I want, but I'm sometimes sure it's something I shouldn't. Just-post-late-thirties English woman and occasional filth addict, drawn to mind-fucking power games. Nothing gets me going like a downward spiral, I guess... starting off as my vaguely respectable self, and ending up as a permanently ruined shamegasm addict.

An idea for a game...

So, this is an idea I haven’t seen before on here or Tumblr...  


What would you have planned for me, if you were given free reign and this list of items only?

The only rule is that you have to use all of them (but not necessarily for the obvious purpose!)


Maybe I should say the best/worst idea gets to add something to the list or make a new one?

Forgive me if this just doesn’t work for anyone!

  • One bondage restraint of your choice
  • One oversized sex toy
  • A large quantity of semen
  • My phone, unlocked
  • A tattoo gun​

Feel free to comment or message or whatever - I know this might get ignored, but if not then I’m really interested in the answers!

Nice idea, @hjojojo, so let's see...

Bondage restraint will be ankle-spreaders. 

The oversized sex toy will be a horse-cock which is hooked up to the large quantity of semen via a suction tube. 

You'll be naked, of course, and I'll take multiple photos of you using your phone which I'll forward to my phone, together with your contacts list. 

Thing is, I really need to have you completely incapacitated so there is no opportunity for you to cover your cunt or tits up with your hands. I know: I'll improvise and use your bra to lash your hands behind your back.

I think we'll have you on your kitchen table for this.

The tattoo gun? Hmmm, well, I have to say that I wouldn't want you getting a badly executed tattoo by someone (me) who didn't know how to use it properly. So I'd invite a tattoo artist to come over. A female tattoo artist, since I know you like the idea of being abused by women. 

There, all clear? So let's begin.

While the tattoo artist gets going on creating a picture on your belly of a woman being fucked on all fours by a horse, I feed as much of the cock into your mouth as I can and have you suck on it while I video it. The cum is squirted through the horse-cock so it fills your mouth up so fast that it's dribbling out of your mouth.

"There we go, you disgusting pig. Who shall I send this video to on your contacts list then?" I ask you.

It will be fun listening to you splutter and beg me not to. So while you're doing that I tell you that you're going to beg me to fuck you with the big horse cock.

It takes you a while to grasp the exact form of words I want from you, but threats of sending the video to your boss or your family is adequate incentive for you.

"Please fuck my sloppy cunt with the big fat horse cock. Please. I need it to fill me up and squirt all its hot cum inside me."

"Jeez," the tattoo girl says. "She's a real fucking whore, isn't she? Do you want me to fuck her with it while you video it all?"

"Sure," I say. "Don't be gentle, she loves a girl bully ruining her."

Your legs are spread wide apart by the ankle spreaders, so there's not much you can do as she forces the big fat cock up your cunt, hojo. You just have to take it, while I capture it all on your phone.

"Keep asking her to fuck you, hojo," I tell you, "otherwise I'm going to send this to all your friends."

"Oh, yes, please fuck me," you moan, humping the huge fucking plastic dick. "Please fuck my loose ruined cunt."

Anyone would think you were doing this because you got off on it, hojo.

"Oh, God," you moan, "Oh, God, I'm cumming."

The horse cock fills you up with his semen, spurting copiously out of his cock, then dribbling out of your loose gaping cunthole as it is withdrawn from you. 

I fuck your asshole while tattoo girl sits on your face and has you satisfy her. We squirt the rest of the cum over your face and tits and cunt and then we untie your hands and leave you to clean the mess up.

That evening, you check into your BDSMlr account and see that I've uploaded the unedited video to the site and it's already been re-blogged thirty times. 

Oh my god. I said to him that I knew he’d shock me. But even knowing he would didn’t stop me being shocked by this. And shocked at how helpless I am to be turned on by it. My brain aches. 

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